5.08.2005

Boys????

I hope I will be a good mother to boys. I worry about this a lot. Perhaps because I have girls now, perhaps because I am crazy. I am not certain why, but I must say that I am worried that the boys won’t like me, that I won’t know how to raise boys, that they will only want to be with their dad – someone they have a lot more in common with. It is haunting to think that your children won’t like you. Is it pregnancy hormones making me feel this way? Is this normal?